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Episode #320: Interview with Peter Robinson

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Ron and Ed welcomed Peter Robinson, host of the Hoover Institution's show Uncommon Knowledge. This show (Uncommon Knowledge) is among Ron and Ed's top listens, but it is Peter's own work about which they talked. Most famously, Peter authored the speech given by Ronald Reagan where he implored, "Mr. Gorbachev, tear down this wall!"

Ron’s Questions: Segment One
Welcome to The Soul of Enterprise: Business in the Knowledge Economy, sponsored by sage, transforming the way people think and work so that organizations can thrive. I'm Ron Baker, along with my good friend and VeraSage Institute colleague, Ed Kless. On today's show, folks, we are talking to living history. We have President Ronald Reagan's speechwriter, Peter Robinson, with us. Hey, Ed, how's it going? 

Ed Kless
Ron, I am so excited about this. I have been looking forward to this day since we booked Peter about a month ago. And even though my monitor broke today, my computer monitor, I am still happy guy. That's how good this is going to be. 

Ron Baker
I've been really excited about this since we were able to book him, but let me just read his bio. Peter Robinson is the Murdoch Distinguished Policy Fellow at the Hoover Institution, and hosts Hoover's video series program and podcast on Uncommon Knowledge. In 1979, he graduated from Dartmouth College, where he majored in English. Then he went on to study politics, philosophy, and economics at Oxford University, from which he graduated in 1982. He's also got a Stanford MBA, which we'll talk to him about. He served six years in the White House from 1982 to 1988, for both Vice President George Bush and President Ronald Reagan. He's the author of three books, two of which we'll probably focus on today. Peter Robinson, welcome to The Soul of Enterprise. 

Peter Robinson
Thank you. My pleasure. My pleasure. So far, so far.

Ron Baker 
Okay. Well, we'll see if you feel that way at the end of the hour, but we are just thrilled to have you on. I've been dying to be able to chat with you. You were born in 1957. 

Peter Robinson
Oh, stop. I know, I know. All that buttering me up. And now the knife, all right. 

Ron Baker
At 25 years old, you're in the White House. How does a kid from Vestal, New York, get to the White House at age 25? 

Peter Robinson 
On a fluke, of course. Let me see if I can compress, there's a certain amount of background you need to have to make sense of it. But I'll compress it as best I can. Graduate from high school, go to Dartmouth College, which you mentioned. And then I studied at Oxford. And then the bit that you left out, which I left out—you were reading a bio which I composed—but you've asked, so I'll tell you. After I finished my work at Oxford, I stayed there for a year to write a novel. And the novel turned out to be so bad that even I couldn't read it. So I was broke. I mean, I was really broke. I hadn't paid my final bills at Oxford. And, what was his name, the steward was Colonel somebody, I started getting very nasty letters from Colonel whatever his name was. And I was staying in a 500 year old cottage, the plumbing was 500 years old at least, I'm sure. And that cost me five pounds a week and I could barely afford that. Alright, so I wrote letters to people who I thought might be able to give me leads on a job. And the only person as I recall, certainly most people didn't reply, but Bill Buckley replied, and I can't claim to have known him well. But he always paid attention to student journalism. And I'd written a few pieces in the Dartmouth newspaper that had caught Mr. Buckley's attention as he was to me then, but he eventually became Bill. He wrote to me and said, You like politics, you like writing, go to Washington—this is 1982—and see my son, Christopher Buckley, who was then a writer for George HW Bush, the Vice President. Christopher may be able to find you a job in the still new Reagan Administration. All right. I flew back to Washington. I did present myself to Christopher. And what I didn't know, and Bill I don't think knew when he wrote the letter, Christopher announced to me that he was leaving the job in two weeks, and that his replacement had just fallen through. And he said while you're in the building, go downstairs. This is the old Executive Office Building. Go downstairs and see Tony Dolan. Tony Dolan was then the chief speechwriter to the President. And while I was talking to Tony, the campaign manager for Lou Lehrman, who was running for Governor of New York against Mario Cuomo, called to ask Tony if he could recommend a speech writer. So Tony and Christopher, good friends, conspired, and effectively what they did was put together a kind of fraternity prank. Christopher told the Bush people that he'd found the perfect replacement, me, but that they better move fast because the Lehrman campaign wanted me, and Tony told the Lehrman campaign they had to move fast, because the Vice President's office was going to hire me. Two weeks followed. The Lehrman campaign flew me to New York three times, I was in and out of the White House for interviews with the Bush staff. I got offers from both. I thought Lou Lehrman might lose in November, which was only a few months away. But George Bush at least is safe until 1984. That's two years. So for reasons of job security, I took the job with the Vice President. Did anybody ask for a writing sample? No. Did anybody ask if I had ever even written a speech? No. Both sides assumed that the other had performed the due diligence. And that was really lucky because I had never written a speech in my life. And that is how I ended up in the White House at the age of 25. And may I say? I ordinarily would wish you a large listening audience. But I'm hoping not too many people are listening right now.

Ron Baker
That's an awesome story. And then in the first year, you write over 150 speeches? 

Peter Robinson
Well, yes, but they were, let's put, let's put it this way. The volume was such that I typed most of those speeches. 

Ron Baker
Well, in your book, How Ronald Reagan Changed My Life, which came out 2003. You say the book is not a memoir, it's a primer. You document ten life lessons you learned from Reagan. I don't want to go through them all, because I want people to read the book. But his idea on the Cold War, Peter, I've heard the story a lot, that his idea was “We win, and they lose.” He had that way of taking a complex issue and making it simple. But you analyze this in a way I've never heard before. You said, “actors get used to the idea of alternative endings.” And I just thought that was brilliant.

Peter Robinson
Well, it was Reagan who was brilliant. The premise of the book, it's not a speechwriters memoir of the White House. I was so young when I got there. And this huge figure of Ronald Reagan, I was young, and there were all kinds of ways in which I took his impression. And, I was still figuring out how you did it, how you made a career, so I studied him, I really did study him. And so it was a very, very important part of his own formation, that he was a movie actor Early on in the industry. He moved to Los Angeles and got a contract as an actor in the 1930s. And in his first three years, this is in the book, I can't recall the number now, but was something like in the first three years, he made over 20 pictures. This is long before television, and they were turning out pictures. The President, I heard him say several times, “They didn't want them good. They wanted them Thursday.” He was under deadline. And it was often the case in those days, that the writers who were often a bungalow on their own working on the script, would get behind the shooting. And you get the actors and the crew on the set. And it's expensive, the clock is running. And if you don't have a script, and some of the actors were able to improvise, and Reagan had developed a reputation for being able to imagine the next, having the shot up from the script the day before. And he would he could imagine the dialogue that would come next, the action that would come next. And they could begin shooting with Reagan improvising. Alright. So and of course, when you're in that profession, in that business, you might test a movie in those days, they weren't testing all of them, but you might test a movie and the executives would say now the ending is too much of a downer, give it a new ending. And the ability just to think this, my conclusion was that Reagan developed partly because of his movie acting, he developed a really deep understanding of the sheer open-endedness of life. And so, he becomes a conservative in the 1960s, he becomes President in the 80s and throughout this period, thinking about the Cold War is calcifying, and the intellectuals have concluded—it’s a strange thing when you think about it, but nobody did think about it—the intellectuals had concluded the Kissinger/Nixon point of view that the American position was growing weaker. And that the best we could do, we were playing from a weaker and weaker hand, we'd have to make concessions. The bold stroke of the opening to China from Nixon’s and Kissinger’s point of view, we needed China. We couldn't handle the Soviets on our own anymore. And even conservatives, Jean-Francois Revel published a book in the 80s called How Democracies Perish. Whittaker Chambers, this great glowing, luminous figure among conservatives, who wrote the magnificent book Witness, he writes himself in that book, that when he left the Communist Party, to become—not to join another political party—but to become an anti-communist, he did so with the consciousness that he was leaving the winning side to join the losing side. And so, what's so strange about this is that nobody can tell you when they get up in the morning exactly what's going to happen in the course of the day. But intellectuals, even on the right, had decided they knew how the century was going to end that, that the history was moving on this. And Ronald Reagan comes along and says, “No, no, I don't see why stories can have different endings. Life is open ended. History is open ended.” I also think, I couldn't prove this, but I also suspect, when he was a kid, a high school kid, he was a lifeguard on a river there, they roped off a portion of the river, the Rock River as I recall. And over the course of several summers, he pulled, and he was proud of it, he knew the number, it was 77 people he pulled out of the water. So he prevented some 77 drownings. Well, there's something about that, you pull a floundering swimmer out of the water, and at that moment, you've changed history, you've changed that life, that person's history. And you do that 77 times, and you get the idea you can make a happy ending, you can intervene in history, you can intervene in events, and they can come out differently from the way that the currents of the river, left untouched, might take a drowning swimmer down, the currents of history that the intellectuals thought they understood. And Reagan just comes along with this Midwestern common sense. You know, I think we can handle this attitude. So that's the long answer to a very simple question. But there was something really deep in him that understood the contingency of life, the open-endedness of individual lives, but also of history itself. It's not pre-determined.

Ron Baker
It's a wonderful explanation, and I never have heard it like that before. And of course, he went on, as Margaret Thatcher said, “Ronald Reagan won the Cold War without firing a shot.” You trace that victory in the Cold War to four speeches. I'm just setting up Ed here because we're almost at our breakpoint, but… 

Peter Robinson
One answer per segment…I’ll shorten up my answers… 

Ron Baker
No, no, we'll just hold you over for our bonus episode. You give the British Parliament speech that he delivered in 1982 where he said, basically, Marxism was on the ash heap of history. And you say that's where he announced his strategy. And the Evil Empire speech in March of 83, where he made the moral case for pursuing the strategy. And then the Berlin Wall speech in 87, which of course you are responsible for writing, which pressed his advantage, and then of course, the Moscow State University speech written, I think, by your best friend, Joshua Gilder [George Gilder’s cousin], and of course that was his victory speech. 

Peter Robinson
Yeah.  

Ron Baker
Now, we want to hear the story—I know you're probably sick of telling it—but I'm sure Ed is going to ask you about the story of the Berlin Wall speech, which I think is great. So, I just set you up for that in the next segment. But unfortunately, we're up against our first break.  

Ed’s Questions: Segment Two
And we are back on The Soul of Enterprise with Peter Robinson, author of the “Mr. Gorbachev, tear down this Wall” speech. And Peter, I grew up during that time, I had graduated high school in 1984, and was in college when that speech was made. And I just have to ask you, tell us the story of how that speech came about. 

Peter Robinson
I'm happy to. Spring of 1987, April 1987, we speech writers were told that an event had been added to the President's calendar. He was already scheduled in June to visit Italy, he’s going to go to Rome to see the Pope and see the President of Italy. Then there was a Venice Economic Summit, which was going to take several days. And at the request of the West German government, the staff added a stop in West Berlin to the trip. So after Venice, he'd fly to West Berlin, as we called it in those days, West Berlin for about half a day and then fly back to Washington. Berlin was celebrating its 700th anniversary. It was celebrating its centennial anniversary. And the Queen of England had already visited. Gorbachev was going to visit and that was the point. The West German government, if the leader of the Soviet Union was going to visit East Berlin, which Gorbachev was going to do, then the [Helmut] Kohl government wanted the President of the United States to visit West Berlin. Okay. So I was told where the President would stand, that the speech would last about half an hour, and that he'd have an audience of in the range of 10,000 to 40,000 people. And given the setting, he should talk about foreign policy. Period. That was the direction I got. I flew with the American advanced team, people who are going to be making press arrangements, coordinating matters of security with the West Germans and so forth. I flew with that team to West Berlin, saw the site where the President would speak, paid a visit on the ranking American diplomat in West Berlin, got a helicopter ride over the Berlin Wall. And then that evening, broke away from the American party and got in a cab and went out to a suburb of West Berlin. Where some West Germans put on a dinner party, 15 or so people, for me. The host and hostess, and I had never met, but Dieter Elts was his name. He just died last year. Dieter just finished a career at the World Bank in Washington and retired back to Germany. We had friends in common and our Washington friend, our common friend, got in touch and said could you host Robinson so he can meet some Berliners. My problem was that when I saw the site where the President would speak, I just couldn't imagine coming up with material that would be equal to the Wall, equal to the weight of history. I stood on an observation platform in those days and looked over the Wall into East Berlin, where the buildings were decrepit, the colors seem to be leached out of the scene. Gray concrete, you could still see a great deal of World War II damage, shell marks on buildings, soldiers marching back and forth, dog runs. I just thought what, what can I write? And the ranking American diplomat reminded me that West Berlin was a left leaning city, a couple of major universities there, you know how far to the left universities are. Since West Berlin is entirely surrounded by East Germany, they're very sensitive to the subtlety and nuance required in East-West relations and so forth. So at the dinner party that evening when I was with West Berliners, I told them this. And I said, when I flew over the Wall, I can't see how you could get used to it. The ranking diplomat here [told me], “Don't make a big deal out of the Wall because they've all gotten used to it by now.” And there was silence. And I thought I committed a gaffe, just to kind of gaffe that the diplomat wanted the President to avoid. And then one man raised his arm and pointed. And he said, “My sister lives just a few kilometers in that direction. And I haven't seen her in more than 20 years. How do you think we feel about this Wall?” And then they went around the room. And every person told a story about the Wall. They hadn't gotten used to it, they'd stopped talking about it. But if you asked, they would tell you. And our hostess, Ingeborg Elts, a lovely woman, she died three or four years ago. But she became quite angry, and she said, “If this man Gorbachev is serious with this talk, Glasnost, Perestroika, he can prove it by coming here and getting rid of that Wall.” And I put that in my notebook. And I knew immediately, instantly, that if the President had heard that comment, if he'd been there, he would have responded to that. The simplicity, the decency, the power of it. And, of course, I also lunged at the line, the remark, because I was a 30 year old speechwriter in a lot of trouble. I just couldn't figure out what material, but when she said that I thought, “That's it. That's it. That's it.” So I went back to Washington and drafted a speech around this line, this idea. And Khatami, Griscom was the Director of Communications. He liked the speech. And Tony Dolan, the chief speechwriter, Tony Dolan, Tommy Griscom, and I, pulled a fast one, and persuaded the staff secretary to give the speech to the President on a Friday so he could review it that weekend at Camp David, on the ground that the President had a lot of speeches coming up, and he ought to be given a chance to get his reading in early. The invariable rule in the Reagan White House was that speeches went out to staffing before they went to the President. And we got this speech to the President first. And on the following Monday we had a meeting in the Oval Office, and we're talking about a number of speeches, Josh Gilder wrote a speech for the President to deliver to the Pope. And the President was alive. He had quite a lot of comments on that, more material he wanted to add. Then we got to my speech. And he said, “Well, that was a good draft. That's a fine speech.” I wanted more from him, we always wanted more from him. And so I said, “Mr. President, I learned when I was in West Berlin that they'll hear you on the other side of the Wall by radio, maybe even as far east, depending on weather conditions, as Moscow. Is there anything you'd like to say to the people on the Communist side of the Wall? And the President, this is one of those, I can still play this one in my mind. The President thought for a moment and he said, “Well, there's that passage about tearing down the Wall. That's what I want to say to them. That Wall has to come down.” And I was disappointed because we hadn't gotten fresh material. But that just shows what a fool I was. The speech went out to staffing. From the day it went out to staffing until the President delivered, which was about three weeks, the State Department opposed it, The National Security Council opposed it, the diplomat in Berlin opposed it. They submit draft after draft, as I recall, seven alternative drafts, different pretexts, but from each the line “tear down this Wall” was missing. Then the traveling party left for Italy, I was not part of the traveling party. So this piece, what I've told you so far is firsthand. Now I'm telling you what I heard by Tony Dolan told me the story and Ken Duberstein, the Deputy Chief of Staff. The State Department continues to object. Now they're in Italy. And Ken Duberstein decides he has no choice but to take the decision—it’s bad staffing if you have to make your principal make the same decision twice, right—so you try to resist that, that's a waste. The most precious resource in the federal government is the time of the President of the United States. But Ken decided he really had no choice. So he sat the President down in some Italian garden, he tells me, and described that the State Department said the speech was naive, it would raise false expectations, it would put Gorbachev in a tight position in the Politburo, and so forth. And he had the President reread the central passage, and then they talked about it for a while. And Ken said, and this moment came where the President got that—you guys are too young to remember this—twinkle in his eye.

And the President said, “Now, Ken I'm the President, aren't I?”

“Yes, sir. We're clear about that much.” 

“So I get to decide if that line stays in?”

“Yes, sir. It is your decision.”

“Well, then it stays in.”

As Air Force One left Venice to fly to Berlin, the fax machine clicked into action and the State Department sent in another alternative draft. And Ken said, Ken was in the limousine on the way to the Wall in West Berlin with the President, who leaned over and slapped Ken on the knee and said, “The boys at State are going to kill me for this. But it's the right thing to do.” So, that's the story of that speech. You gave me credit for the speech, which in some superficial, narrow sense, I'm grateful. And thank you. It's true, but not deeply true. The deep truth is that that speech belonged to Ronald Reagan. I'd been formed by his thinking, by his speaking style. I was in Berlin to listen for material that would appeal to him. I wrote that speech for him. I worked for Vice President George HW Bush, I knew him well, he was a magnificent man. But I would never have written that for George Bush, and George Bush would never have delivered it. When I wrote speeches for him, when he was Vice President, you'd hand him a speech on foreign policy, he'd take it and say thank you. And then look at you without even looking at the speech, he’d look at you and say, “Now you've cleared this with State, right?” And Ronald Reagan didn't actually care too much what State had to say if he disagreed. So I would never have written it for anybody else. And nobody else would have delivered that speech. That speech belongs to Ronald Reagan. 

Ed Kless 
Well, thank you for that. It's a fantastic, marvelous story. And it is really the iconic line of Reagan's presidency, which is obviously pretty intense. 

Peter Robinson
Now, see, I just gave Reagan credit, as is true. At the same time, Oh, if only I got royalties. 

Ed Kless
I mean, the T-shirts alone. We’re a little bit over but I do want to ask you this question. Do you think that had the Berlin Wall not come down 2.5 years or so after [the speech], would it still have its place? 

Peter Robinson
What, the speech? 

Ed Kless
Yeah, that line.  

Peter Robinson
Not a chance. Not a chance. When he gave that speech, it had a certain amount of impact. The Berlin press paid attention to it. It was interesting, because it was the kind of division that we've gotten used to during four years of Donald Trump. The highbrow press hated it. And the lowbrow populist press loved it. In Germany, as in this country, incidentally, The New York Times of course, huffed and puffed and denounced it. And the New York Post, as I recall, there were the more populist press in this country liked it, but it was, it was a big speech, but it was just a big speech. It disappeared after a couple of weeks. It was when the Wall came down, that the speech—I don't know how else to put it, it seemed retrospectively prophetic, if you see what I mean. That speech gets remembered because Ronald Reagan was right. He was right. You can't ease up on communism. You can't go part way, you have to take this Wall down. That's the interior dynamic of freedom. All right, so no, I don't think we would remember it at all if that Wall hadn't come down.

Ed Kless
All right, well, we are up against our next break.  

Ron’s Questions: Segment Three
Well, welcome back, everybody. We're here with Peter Robinson. And Peter, what a great story. Wow, that was chilling. Just because, like we said, it's living history. I just want to ask you really quick, you went back to Berlin for the 15th anniversary of that speech and did a Fox documentary, I believe, with Tony Snow. And then they recreated that dinner party that you had? What was it like to see East Berlin at that point?  

Peter Robinson
Of course it was good to see the people who had helped me, and in particular, Ingeborg Elts, we went back to their house, it was very good to see them. Tony Snow, the late Tony Snow, what a sweet man, and a good journalist, I do miss him, too. Tony said, “Come on. Let's go.” We finished shooting at one point, and he had been back several times. I had never been back. So what you had in my mind was this vivid image, it's still vivid. To me this is a problem. Even young Germans don't, it's almost impossible to explain what it felt like to be in West Berlin, a modern city, lights, traffic, action, people well dressed, with a wall all the way around. You could forget about it for a moment and then you'd be walking down the street, you turn and at the end of that alley, there would be a wall. All right. So Tony, and Tony had been there before. And we walked through the Brandenburg Gate, which 15 years before had been walled off. It had been on the other side of the wall. And we walked up Unter den Linden, “under the linden trees,” which you can think of it as a German version of the Champs Elysées, or the Mall in London. It was the central historic thoroughfare of Berlin, with great historic buildings, which now had been restored. It was so thrilling. I'd seen them only from a distance and they were crumbling. Now they've been restored. And Tony, Tony knew his Berlin history. And we went to, as I recall, it was the headquarters, it was either the old Soviet embassy—the Soviet Union no longer existed—or it was the headquarters of the East German Communist Party, it was some commie building. And we got there, and it was a Rolls Royce dealership. I thought that was almost too much of a triumph for capitalism, but it was just so thrilling to be in this place that had been walled off and dark. And honestly, this sounds so, I don't know, corny or hokey, but when I was there in 1987, when I looked at, stood on the observation deck, and looked into East Berlin, the only thing I can compare it to, with regard to what it may feel like was, it was as if I were Frodo getting my first glimpse into Mordor. It just felt dark. It almost felt as if there was a kind of malign presence there. It was an evil empire, to coin a term, it really did feel that way. And it was gone. It was gone.

Ron Baker
It reminds me of what Nixon said about communism. He said, “The color of communism is not red, it's gray.” Speaking of the Rolls Royce dealership, there's a communist Museum in Prague. And it tells the whole story, and it's above a McDonald's. So beautiful blending of capitalism and communism. 

Peter Robinson
Oh, and there was a moment, this has got to be available online someplace. But there's a moment after the fall of the Berlin Wall, after the fall of the Soviet Union. I think it was the back page of some expensive advertising site. I think it was the whole back page of Vanity Fair. And there's Gorbachev in the back of a limousine with a fancy suitcase or briefcase and it's an ad for Louis Vuitton. The last General Secretary of the Soviet Union with a Louis Vuitton briefcase. 

Ron Baker
Didn't he sell his birthmark to a vodka distributor? It cracked me up. On Gorbachev, I wanted to ask you this, because in the book you cite an interview that he did. And he said, he was speaking of Ronald Reagan: “He was an authentic person and a great person. If someone else had been in this place, I don't know if what happened would have happened.” Did Reagan win the Cold War? I mean, Gorbachev gets a lot of credit from the left. Where do you come down.  

Peter Robinson
Here's where I come down. This goes back to what we were talking about earlier, the contingency of history. Had someone other than Reagan, or just click through the people who might have been President in place of Reagan. Suppose Jimmy Carter had won. Suppose Bob Dole, or Howard Baker, or George HW Bush been President, had defeated Reagan in the Republican primary. I can't project from what we know about any of those men, that they would have stood up to the Soviets, and taken the heat for increasing the defense budget, cutting taxes to revive this economy, putting the Pershing missiles in place in 1983, delivering speech after speech after speech that sounded like trumpet blasts. Would any of them have done that? I can't believe it. I don't think they would have. Did Reagan win the Cold War by himself? You cannot describe the end of the Cold War without [Pope] John Paul II, or Margaret Thatcher, or indeed Mikhail Gorbachev. I think I might also add Lech Walesa and Vaclav Havel. But I do think you can say there were ten people without whom things would have been different. No Margaret Thatcher fracturing of the NATO coalition. No Ronald Reagan continuation of detente. No John Paul II, no demonstration of the illegitimacy of communism in Eastern Europe, even three decades after imposing communist regimes. No Gorbachev, it might not have ended peacefully. I wonder, I keep going back and forth, not that anybody cares about it at this stage, But how much credit does Gorbachev deserve? When really what everybody hails him for doing is behaving like a decent human being. And not calling the troops, the Red Army out of the barracks in Eastern Europe. Now, they did call out the Red Army in 1956 and put down the Hungarian uprising, they did it again, the tanks rolled into Prague in 1968. And Gorbachev could have done it. The Red Army had a massive presence throughout Eastern Europe, he could have crushed the revolutions of 1989. And he didn't. Well, alright, we should be grateful to him for that, I suppose. But what he did do is behave like a decent human being. He behaved like someone other than a communist, other than a doctrinaire communist. In any event, without Gorbachev it's hard…if Andropov had not died when he did, if Chernenko or Brezhnev were still alive, this would not have ended peacefully.

Ron Baker
And of course, Gorbachev wanted to save communism. I mean, he was a diehard believer.  

Peter Robinson
Correct. He was. The way I think of it is that Gorbachev was the last true believer, he was the last real communist. And in some ways, he was a bit of a throwback. Brezhnev, Chernenko, and Andropov, they all understood the need for the iron fist. Gorbachev was kind of strangely naive, he believed that communism itself was so appealing, that people would choose communism, even if you remove the iron fist. And of course that's nonsense. Nonsense. 

Ron Baker
Awesome. Well, Peter, I've only got about a minute with you, but you wrote a book called Snapshots from Hell: The Making of an MBA about your time at Stanford, published in 1994. As a CPA, I get a lot of questions about “Should I get a CPA or an MBA?” First thing I do is say, go get this book. I've recommended this book to so many people, I think we've both prevented a lot of MBAs as a result. You write at the end of that book: “The reader will have to check in with me again in twenty or so years to learn how my classmates and I stand.” It's been 26 years. Do you regret going to Stanford to get an MBA? Or was it a worthwhile experience? 

Peter Robinson
I have by last count, I have five classmates who are billionaires. And what I regret is not having gotten to know them much, much better as undergraduates. My business degree didn't really take, and yet at the same time, do I regret it? Actually, I don't regret it. You know, it's impossible to undo bits of your life. And here I made good friends. I made friends who are still my friends during that crazy MBA experience. An MBA is only useful for particular kinds of people. And I'm not sure I was one of those kinds of people. In fact, I'm pretty damn sure I wasn't. 

Ron Baker 
Is that what landed you at Hoover Institution? That you were out there and made connections? 

Peter Robinson 
Yes, Ronald Reagan said to me, when I was leaving the White House, in my little farewell meeting, he said, “Now, where are you going?” And I told him, “Stanford Business School.” And he said, “Well, the faculty out there is a little left-leaning. But you get in touch with my friend, Milton Friedman. And so I show up at Stanford Business School, Milton Friedman was across the street at the Hoover Institution, and I thought, how many times am I going to get an introduction from a President to a Nobel Prize winner? So I did present myself to Milton Friedman, who—I don't know if you ever knew him—he was a delight. He could be quite rough on you if he thought you were mistaken intellectually. But he was a delightful, warm, generous, wonderful man. And he kind of introduced me around Hoover. So later, I was invited to return to Hoover. I suppose that's the advantage of my MBA, that I happen to run into people across the street. I got to know people across the street at Hoover. 

Ron Baker
I met MIlton and his wife, Rose, once at a speech they gave, and we've had his son on, David Friedman, he was a delight. But unfortunately, Peter, I'm out of time and if I go anymore, Ed's going to kill me.  

Ed’s Questions: Segment Four
And we are back on The Soul of Enterprise with Peter Robinson. And Peter, it's not often that I get chills doing this show. It has happened on a couple of occasions. But your story is certainly one of them. But one of the times when I've got chills listening to one of your shows on Uncommon Knowledge was your more recent interview with Jimmy Lai. Our listeners have heard Ron and I talk about Jimmy and his experiences, and coming to Hong Kong when he was a boy and getting a bar of chocolate and it changing his life completely. What are your thoughts on the situation, both with Jimmy specifically, but also with what's going on with Hong Kong? And what maybe the US should do about it? 

Peter Robinson
Yeah. You guys can put a link up to the show, perhaps the most recent interview I did with him. So Jimmy Lai is a great figure. He is. I had to have had the feeling when I was talking to him, that in one way or another, he's the kind of man that George Washington must have been. I'm talking about a Chinese man, of course, who speaks heavily accented English. I don't mean that he had the bearing of Washington. I mean he had the courage of Washington, or St. Thomas Moore, a similar kind of person. So Jimmy Lai, a billionaire, and he has British citizenship. And he won't leave Hong Kong. He just said, “This city means everything to me, it gave me the life that I have. I'm not leaving.” When all his, I shouldn't say all his friends, but I know many of his American friends, and they're just desperate for him to get out of there. Which would be easy for him to do. He's one of these rich Chinese who has houses in other places. He will not leave. And so in the last interview, which I did this past summer, I said, “Well, Jimmy, what? They've detained you a couple of times already, this is not going well.” And he said, and he referred to his faith—he’s a convert to Catholicism, so he's a Christian—and he said, “Well, it could be that this is what is. This is what I need for the good of my soul. Maybe I need to go to prison. Maybe I need to suffer for the good of my soul.” Unbelievable for a man to say that. And now of course they've carted him off. He is in prison. What do I think about Hong Kong? I don't know what kind of trades or sanctions might be useful. I was persuaded by Jimmy, whom I interviewed maybe a year ago, and then I interviewed him again this past summer. But a year ago, he made the argument that the mainland Chinese, the communist Chinese, were going to leave Hong Kong alone because they needed it too badly. Something like 60% of foreign investment flowing into China flows through Hong Kong, because investors from Europe and this country want to be able to understand that they've got the rule of law on their side, they'll be able to remove their profits, and so forth. And so the Chinese need Hong Kong, and they'll be very careful, any moves will be incremental. And that was just wrong. I don't believe the analysis was incorrect. As far as I can tell, the Chinese are going to damage themselves. But the horrible power dynamic that seems to power communism, and it seems to be driving them, they can't take dissent. They can't handle that. They can't handle the truth. They can't permit the truth. So I just remember that I did an interview with Nathan Sharansky, who was a refusenik in the Soviet Union. And why did the Soviets, that he said he tried until he was 20, or 21, to be a good Soviet citizen. And here's what it meant. It meant that you said what you knew they wanted to hear. You read the books that they permitted you to read, you lead your life the way you knew they wanted you to lead your life. And at the same time, you knew that it was all a lie. So the question is, why do they insist on this? And the answer is because they need a humiliated, broken population. And the Chinese seem to have fallen into the same, so this to me, one thing that we're finding out here—you might want at some point, you might want to invite Stephen Kotkin on the show, Stephen Kotkin is the Princeton historian. He's working on the third and final volume of what will surely be the definitive biography of Stalin. Stephen came out here to Berkeley, and he began visiting the Hoover Institution as a young graduate student. So we're talking about a man who's 60ish now. So for four decades Stephen has been poring over the archives of the Soviet Union and communist documents, at Hoover and other places, it started at Hoover. He probably knows more, and has read more archives, meetings, notes on meetings from the Politburo and  and so forth, than any person alive, including Russians. And I once said to him, “Stephen, what's the central finding? What's the one thing that you learn from poring over those archives?” and Steven replied immediately, “That they were communists. They were communists, they really believed it. And even when they had nothing to prove to each other, even when they were in private conversation with each other, the members of the Politburo talk like communists, they used Marxist-Leninist terms, they use that kind of analysis.” And as far as I can tell, for some years now, we in the United States have permitted ourselves to believe that the people running China aren't really communists, they don't really believe that stuff. What they believe in is markets and economic growth. And what that means is that eventually they'll move in our direction politically as well. They'll permit greater political freedoms. They're communists, that's what we're finding out now. They really are communists.

Ed Kless
One minute left, and a totally unfair question to wrap it up. What would Reagan do? 

Peter Robinson
Tell the truth. He would tell the truth. I think that's what I'm struck by every speech you give. Someone said, well, did the Berlin Wall speech make any difference? The answer is, I don't know. It's really hard to say. But think of a speech that we know is a great speech. Take the Gettysburg Address. Did it make any difference? Beats me, you can't prove it, right? You can't say GDP ticked up, you can't prove it. Every speech, even big speeches, it's a message in a bottle. You give a speech, and you hope that human beings hear it and respond in some way. And so what I learned from Ronald Reagan is that even when you're President of the United States, and you seem to command the attention of all the media, giving a speech is an act of faith. It's an act of hope. And in dealing with the Soviets in those days, you just didn't. But he did it all the same he, and John Paul II, and Margaret Thatcher, you tell the truth. Why? Because it's the truth. And so that's what Reagan would do. He would tell the Chinese what they were like, he would tell them what they were. 

Ed Kless
Peter Robinson, thank you so much for appearing on The Soul of Enterprise. We hope you come back. I got through like only a short portion of the questions that I wanted to ask you. Thanks so much.


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Episode #289: The War on Cancer — Interview with Dr. Azra Raza

A Profound and Moving Conversation About Cancer, Dr. Azra Raza’s Research, and Her Life Experiences

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A Bit More About Dr. Azra Raza

Dr. Azra Raza is the Chan Soon-Shiong Professor of Medicine and Director of the MDS Center at Columbia University in New York. She is considered an international authority on pre-leukemia (MDS) and acute leukemia and is one of those rare physician-scientists who divide their time equally between caring for patients and supervising a state-of-the-art basic research lab which is well-funded by multiple large grants.

Dr. Raza started collecting blood and marrow samples on her patients in 1984 and now her Tissue Bank, the largest and oldest in the country with >60,000 samples, is considered a unique national treasure. Dr. Raza has published her original clinical and basic research comprising over 300 peer-reviewed manuscripts in high profile journals like Nature, New England Journal of Medicine, Cell, Molecular Cell, Cancer Research, Blood, Leukemia. She is the author of The First Cell: And the Human Costs of Pursuing Cancer to the Last published October 2019.

Here are Ron’s questions from the interview:

  • Welcome to TSOE, Azra. It is such an honor to get to speak with you. Before we get into your book, during this COVID crisis, how are you holding up, personally?

  • Do you still have to see some patients for cancer treatments?

  • The First Cell: And the Human Costs of Pursuing Cancer to the Last, Amazons Best Science book of 2019.

  • Azra, we were introduced to you and your book from Russ Robert’s podcast, EconTalk, Ed’s and my favorite podcast. We jokingly refer to TSOE as the “poor man’s Econtalk.” I read your book after hearing the interview, and Russ Roberts said it best: Your book is hard to read, and harder to put down.” It is beautifully written. I had to stop to cry many times, I lost count. It’s so human, so profound, thank you for writing it and educating us lay people on the effects of cancer. Let’s start with what type of cancer you specialize in.

  • You actually started in pediatric oncology and couldn’t handle it, is that right?

  • You write, Today, one in two men and one in three women will get cancer. Nearly 18 million worldwide. You wrote:

    • My surroundings may not have changed much, but my perceptions have.

    • Like the difference between illness and disease; between what it means to cure and to heal; between what it means to feel no pain and to feel well.

    • I have felt like a fraud, a posturing intellectual phony. In the march to death, I have begun to catalog the tragedies of survival.

  • That is profoundly self-introspective. What brought on these feelings?

  • You write that “treatments for cancer haven’t changed in 50 years. Cancer treatment was just as primitive a century ago. With minor variations, a protocol of surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation—the slash-poison-burn approach to treating cancer—remains unchanged. It is an embarrassment. Equally embarrassing is the arrogant denial of that embarrassment.” Azra, why is that?

  • Azra, before we get into the more hopeful things, I just want to ask you one more thing. You say no one is winning the war on cancer. It is mostly hype. I would think most folks probably think since president Nixon declared a war on cancer progress we have been making progress. What’s the disconnect there?

  • Let’s pivot to your strategy and the name of your book. You think the strategy is to stop chasing after the last cancer cell and focus on eliminating the first. You believe experiments with animals, mice in particular, don’t teach us much on how treatments will work in humans. Is it really possible, Azra, with your strategy to reduce cancer deaths by 75 percent?

  • When you say the first cell, you quoted one of your colleagues who basically said that early detection screening for cancer has not fulfilled our expectations, PSA tests, things like that. You’re actually talking about things that are being worked on like a machine that automatically images your body while you are in the shower, or wearing a smart bra that has two hundred tiny biosensors, and other ways of measuring things from your urine, blood, and saliva. You’re optimistic that some of things they are working will come to fruition?

  • Azra, is a cancer vaccine possible?

  • Azra, this was painful for me to read: “I wish I felt like an exceptional oncologist. Most days, I feel like a complete failure.” I have to tell you, even though I know you work against great odds, my Mom is a three-time cancer survivor, she had Uterus, Breast, and liver cancer. Her oncologists are heroes to me, because she’s still living at 87. You tell a story at the end of the book about walking in the mall with your older sister and your brother, Tasnim, a cardiac surgeon at Buffalo General Hospital, and people were running up to him and hugging him. Your mother said: “You have been in Buffalo for almost ten years. I have never met any of your patients. Why are heart patients doing so much better than cancer patients?” Wow, that’s profound.

  • Azra, we’re at the end of our time together, and I just wanted to point out the other thing I learned from your book that I just loved, I didn’t know that “The response to a greeting from a younger person in Arabic is often, ‘May you live to bury me.’ That is beautiful. Ed will take you home, thank you so much for appearing on TSOE. 

…and here are Ed’s questions:

  • I learned so much about cancer from your book. The thing that struck me was the complexity of cancer. As a layperson, I think we look at disease as monolithic. You write in the book, “If you biopsy a patient with breast cancer twice in the same day, once in the breast and once in the lymph node, you can get cancer cells with different sequences.” So cancer is not the same in the same person even hours apart, or even in different parts of their body. I never realized the level of complexity, can you expound on that?

  • You mention the four different causes. Do we think those different causes cause the different forms of cancer, or could all four of those cause similar cancers?

  • The complexity of what is happening with COVID is an example of a macrocosm of the cancer cell. It is so complex, and you are talking about small little cells in the body, and now we are trying to figure this out for all of society. I just thought it was an interesting parallel.

  • Would you address the so-called CAR-T therapies that are being developed?

  • Another treatment going after the last cell rather than the first cell, hence the name of your book. Hopefully for the second half of our conversation we can begin to transition over to the positive side of things and what you’re doing to get people to think about this differently.

  • I wanted to take us in a different direction. I was intrigued about smart bras, etc., to detect cancer. Are there privacy concerns with this scanning, like with 23andMe worries about some insurance company is going to find about the results. Are there are any privacy concerns we have to worry ourselves with regards to this type of screening?

  • Talk a little about the research lab you run. You created this lab two decades ago, is that correct?

  • I wish I had $200 million to give you. Hopefully, we’ll help get your message out. Is there anyone else who has done anything similar?

  • One of the things that is also great about your book is it is peppered with great references to literature, I know it’s something you are very passionate about. I’m a word guy as well, and I found the whole thing about “pharmakon,” the Greek word meaning remedy, poison, and sacrifice. Do I have that right?

  • One of the things I wanted to share with you, is the importance of art and literature in the treatment of us as human beings. I also saw this in one of your videos as well, the whole notion of sacrifice came out, I was reminded of the William Butler Yeats poem, “Easter 1916,” I’m going to share part of it with you that I’ve committed to memory:

Too long a sacrifice
Can make a stone of the heart.   
O when may it suffice?
That is Heaven's part, our part   
To murmur name upon name,   
As a mother names her child   
When sleep at last has come   
On limbs that had run wild.   
What is it but nightfall?
No, no, not night but death;   
Was it needless death after all?
For England may keep faith   
For all that is done and said.   
We know their dream; enough
To know they dreamed and are dead;   
And what if excess of love   
Bewildered them till they died?   
I write it out in a verse—
MacDonagh and MacBride   
And Connolly and Pearse
Now and in time to be,
Wherever green is worn,
Are changed, changed utterly:   
A terrible beauty is born.

Dr. Raza ended by citing Emily Dickinson’s poem, “I measure every Grief I meet”:

I measure every Grief I meet
With analytic eyes – 
I wonder if It weighs like Mine – 
Or has a different size. 

I wonder if They bore it long – 
Or did it just begin – 
I cannot find the Date of Mine – 
It been so long a pain – 

I wonder if it hurts to live – 
And if They have to try – 
And whether – could They choose between – 
They would not rather – die – 


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Episode #270: Communist Humor

Karl Marx wrote that “The final phase of a historic political system is comedy.”

Did the telling of jokes tumble the old Soviet system?

George Orwell wrote that “Every joke is a tiny revolution.” Jokes were the communist system’s jazz, the music of the oppressed. Jokes eased psychological pain; helped forge trust between contemporaries; helped make sense of their lives. Join Ed and Ron for a rollicking look at Communist Humor, and some of the better jokes that were told during its reign.

Listen now by using the audio link above!

Episode #262: Survivor’s Obligation — Interview with Chris Stricklin

What an emotional show!!!

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Ed and Ron were HONORED to have Chris “Elroy” Stricklin back on the show for the third time. Here is a link to his book as well as a link to his video presentation. The full transcript from our interview with him is below. Enjoy!

Show Transcript

Here is the full transcript from the show. Enjoy!

Like a chrysalis, were emerging from the economy of the Industrial Revolution and economy confined to and limited by the Earth's physical resources into the economy in mind, in which there are no bounds on human imagination. And the freedom to create is the most precious, natural resource.

Ron Baker 0:33
Welcome to the soul of enterprise business and the knowledge economy sponsored by Sage energizing Business Builders around the world to the imagination of our people in the power of technology. I'm Ron Baker, along with my good friend and various agents to colleague, Ed Kless. On today's show, folks, we're going to be talking to retired US Air Force Colonel Chris Stricklin about his new brand new book survivor's obligation How's it going?

Ed Kless 1:01
It's going great. Ron, looking forward to talking to Chris again.

Ron Baker 1:04
Yeah. As you know, I'm probably more excited than anybody about this because I'm a big Thunder boy fan, but Thunderbird fan. But, Chris, welcome back. This is just an honor to have you on for the third time.

Chris Stricklin 1:18
Yeah, you know, I always love to spend time with you and your listeners here. And it's always one of those great conversations. You never know where it's going to go. But you know, we're going to have a good time.

Ron Baker 1:28
Well, I'm going to dispense reading your bio, Chris will post it. But people can just also go back to our prior two interviews where we kind of focused on the lessons learned and the debriefing. But this book survivor's obligation, which you were gracious enough to share with Ed night, prior to its publication, I have to tell you, Chris, I was in a seminar that I was speaking at, and I was in the back of the room. I was reading your book, and I couldn't put it down. I didn't even want to get up and do my talk. Because I was just so engrossed in the book. It It's profound. It's in places it makes you weep. And in places it just, you know, you brought us into the cockpit of your rejection and and I thought to myself, wow, for you to even write that must have been just cathartic, painful, just a bundle of emotions. Just Why did you write this book?

Chris Stricklin 2:24
So first of all, I want to say that what you just said means a lot to me because I respect both of you a great deal and, and this book to write for me and my co author. For me, it was more painful than the ejection it honestly what? And for my wife as well, which we'll talk about here in a minute, but why did I write it for 13 years after my objection, what was deemed an unbelievable objection. It's one of those things where everybody just spends their time going, you shouldn't be here. Why are you here? And that's what I asked myself. It was a lot of weight on me and I was still in the Air Force. You know, I only retired two years ago. So I spent all those years trying to put it behind me and not talk about it. So for me to now write a book about it, and ask people to look at the video and talk about the lessons. It was therapeutic for me, in some ways that made me and my wife talk about it. Because we never mentioned this to each other. We never discussed the actions. in her mind. She was told by the Air Force, I didn't survive over the telephone. Obviously, we both have specific aspects of trauma from this. And it was therapeutic. It is therapeutic, because every time I can talk about my story for me, it gets a little easier to talk about, and I can talk about a little bit more. So thank you for your feedback.

Ron Baker 3:42
Chris, is it easier for you to talk about it now Now that you have?

Chris Stricklin 3:49
That's a tough question. I will tell you, the night before the book released, I had one of those moments I went to my wife and said I think I made a mistake. I wish I had written this book. Because I was terrified to let people in, you know, there's a persona of being a fighter pilot for both me and Joel, my co author, where we want to stand up and say everything's perfect. Here's how good everything we do is. And we don't want to admit we have trouble. We have struggles we have weaknesses, and that things affect us emotionally. I mean, who wants to people to know that fighter pilots have dealings? And and now, like you said, when you read the book, hopefully you felt what I felt you felt what Terry felt what Marcia felt, because this was traumatic on both of our families for our different stories.

Ron Baker 4:37
Do you wish you would have talked with your wife about it sooner? Looking back I

Chris Stricklin 4:42
I do. That's that's my biggest regret is that we didn't talk about it. And it was one of those things that the Air Force could put it aside and let me go on with my career again, so good way and it was just easier than dealing with it is to go I won't talk about that till I retired. And that's ultimately what drove me Open it up as a buddy of mine called it on it and call me on it and said, hey, you're retiring you, you guaranteed you would talk about this and I went, I'm not ready. And and he put me on contract to give a keynote to his organization. And together, we agreed to put my wife in the contract as well, because I knew if we weren't legally obligated to do this and do it with both of us in the same room, that that we would back out. And we needed that that impetus to push us forward and force us to tell our story because I think there's so much that can be learned. For everybody out there. This story has nothing to do with the objection of an aircraft or stage four cancer. Those are two things that spark your interest and may get you to open the cover. But when you finish it, hopefully you will fail that this is about surviving and how we get better to live intentionally tomorrow with the sunrise we get that so many others habits that weren't afforded. And that is what the book is about.

Ron Baker 5:57
Right now. I love how you say that this book is not about Why I crashes about why I survived and how it has impacted my life I guess just incredibly powerful. Chris, I have to ask you, you had a you wrote that you had a sinking feeling on September. What was it September

Chris Stricklin 6:15
2003.

Ron Baker 6:17
50th anniversary of the Thunderbirds, and you had a sinking feeling that day. Can you kind of explain that you didn't even want to do the maneuver?

Chris Stricklin 6:28
That's true. It was. It was one of those days where everything going wrong. It was one of those events where everything is going wrong. We had we had flown too much we were on our third show site third location on one trip. We didn't have enough fuel coming into our practice for neighbors our points move the satellite imagery was wrong. I can go on and on. It's everything that indicated this wasn't a good show. And and for some reason, on that morning, I had a normal routine I did and I completely broke my routine. I usually got up and went for a run and I didn't that day whenever I woke up. I had a sink in feeling that something was wrong? So first of all, I call home and talk to my wife and go Is everything okay? Because Because I think that's what it is. And she's like, everything's fine. What are you talking about? You know? And, and so I go through my routine of what I'm doing and I go, it's not right. So I went into the safety observer and said, something don't feel right today, too many things have gone wrong. I do not want to fly my tech off from there. What I want to do is, is transition to my backup the neighbor which I'll tell you that most most audiences wouldn't even notice we have a backup the neighbor we fly, but my takeoff maneuver was one of two of the most dangerous maneuvers that Thunderbirds color. And I said, don't feel good today. I don't want to fly it and he goes, you're trained to do this. This is what you do. You're skilled aviator, go fly your maneuver. And I went flew my minute.

Ron Baker 7:48
Did he feel any remorse or apologize to you afterwards about that decision?

Chris Stricklin 7:54
Well, there's there's always there's always a lot more to the story and Yeah, I'll just leave it at that. Okay.

Ron Baker 8:01

Okay. I mean you like you said you did that maneuver 258 times. And you even had a bad feeling about your rejection. See, you said your crews Ben and all night are fixing it because something was troubling you on flights.

Chris Stricklin 8:16

Yeah, in the end, the month prior to the ejection, we were at the practice range in Las Vegas. And me and the other solo when we take off we go upside down and do about a negative 3g push to check the aircraft out. And when I would push upside down and negative G, the seat would move like a quarter inch, a half inch but just enough to let you fill the seat move. And so the first time it happened, I I stopped the maneuvers I brought the jet back and I wrote it up and I went checked it out and couldn't find anything. So I flew it the next day and it did it again. Well, it turns out, there's only two people that fly the F 16 like that. And both of us are Thunderbirds. So the company goes in to check the specs and see what they are and they go well really there are no specifications when you're upside down it over a negative three G's, you know, because it's not a normal thing. So we think it'll be good. And my crew chiefs, my team, the Thunderbirds, they said if it takes your attention away from what you're doing even for a split second when you're upside down at those altitudes, that's not good for us. And they pulled an all nighter, they replaced my ejection seat replaced every part of it, because it made me uncomfortable. And who knows how what was wrong with the other seat or what would have been different. But I will tell you that the ejection when it happened was on the new seat. And it was an out of the envelope projection, one that they say was unsolvable. And the seat was so far out of parameters, there is no way it could safely get me out of the aircraft. And I attribute that to my team, who put in the extra effort and cared enough to go if it's not right for you. It's not right for us, and we're going to go change it out. Wow, wow.

Ron Baker 9:54

That and also I have to ask you this because you wrote as you were describing That flight in those pages of the book, you said, I made my final decision not to reject. The captain stays with his ship, a pilot stays with his aircraft. Is that the ethic of a fighter pilot? Chris I thought the ethic of a fighter pilot was to reject not go down with the ship like a captain in the Navy.

Chris Stricklin 10:21

So did I. That's what we're trying to do. We're trying to eject but when it came down to that moment, and and my training, I did not make it through this maneuver. My training made it through this maneuver. That's the power of what the Air Force does for how well we train, train our aviators. And as you go through because everything was automatic people go how upset were you? how nervous were you going through the maneuver? And I say I was the most calm I've ever been in my entire life. Because I had trained my entire life for that moment. And as it came down to it, when it was time to pull the handle, I made the conscious decision not to I said I'm not going to object and I knew I was going to crash I call it my fighter pilot hand is the one flying my right hand and my fighter pilot hand said, Nope, you're going with it. Either you bring it back or you're not going back and right or wrong. That was my mentality. And that's what went through my mind. And at that same moment, I watched the canopy come off the aircraft, I watched a smoke engulf me, I watched it ribbit by rivet, go through the sequence. And I thought, What's going on? Why is my canopy coming off? And as I look down, my left hand, had pulled the ejection handle. My left hand was the one that said you have to try.

Ron Baker 11:35

Right? Your training, your training just kicked in.

Chris Stricklin 11:39

The training just kicked in. So people ask me, other fighter pilot to want to know what happens when you make that decision. What it's like to make the ultimate decision to pull the objection handle and my answer is, I don't know I decided not to reject. But my training took over and said you have to try to live

Ron Baker 11:57

and that injections 40 Jesus It

Chris Stricklin 12:01

is about 40 G's and and i will tell you as I'm standing here talking to you today, I'm two and a half inches shorter, two and a half inches shorter than I was that morning. And and people assume it's from the ejection going up the rails, whether it's 30 G's, 40 G's, who knows. But the more important thing is, whenever I landed, the one thing that I did not do, according to my training was my parachute landing crawl. We're trained to dissipate the energy when we hit the ground across our body so we don't break anything. And I had so much adrenaline going on that day that I stuck the land and I landed on my feet, and I stayed on my face and stayed there. And it compressed my my body two and a half inches. The doctor said there's not two and a half inches of cartilage in your body and once you push through the cartilage, you hit bone on bone and it shatters every bone in your body. And my answer to them was, I stand before you two and a half inches shorter and I didn't break a bone

Ron Baker 12:59

and you You discovered you are two and a half inches shorter because of the greatest hug ever known to mankind with your wife.

Chris Stricklin 13:08

I love that you pulled that quote out of there. So for those that don't know I'm married my high school sweetheart. We've been together 31 years we've been married for 25 and she flew up there to see me I left. I left the scene on the backboard in a helicopter strapped to that for quite some time. And so he was in the days that followed, she ran up to hug me like you can picture any husband and wife do and and as she embraced me, I step back and I put my arms out and I looked at her and I literally think she thought I was crazy. She was What are you doing? And ago you need to take him to the hospital. And you know this the first thing I said to her and she goes Why? I said because you've gotten taller. It turns out when you've been with somebody that long one of those things you don't notice is you know where your faces touch when you hug and she was over two inches taller and I it took me aghast I step back and go oh my gosh, she didn't get taller I'm shorter and the fact that I entered the hospital on a blackboard means I never measured my height. So I went in, and I obviously the hospital knew me at this point we've met. Can I walk in and go, I want you to measure my height. And in true military fashion, their first question is, well, how tall are you? I know I want you to measure my height and they put me up there and they said, you're five eight, right at my record and open up my record because I've been 510 and a half for my entire life.

Ron Baker 14:29

Wow, Chris, I wish we didn't have to break unfortunately, we're right up against it. But this is just unbelievable story. Folks. I'd like to remind you if you want to get ahold of Ed or myself, send us an email to ask tsp at Vera sage. com. We will post full show notes and where you can access Chris's website his new book, survivors obligation which is just absolutely a fantastic spelled minding read at the soul of enterprise. com and now we want to hear from our sponsors include Sorry, I ran a little long on that, that no,

Ed Kless 15:03

not a problem, not a problem. And I'm just spellbound as well. Good. Just

Chris Stricklin 15:09

you You want me to shorten up my answers? Oh,

Chris Stricklin 15:10

no, no, no, no, I,

Ron Baker 15:13

I hope you don't mind reliving this. But it's just so compelling.

Chris Stricklin 15:21

I'm going to tell you, there's only one part of it I have trouble talking about. And you just nailed it when you asked me about making the decision not to a jet. So we've made it through that. Anything else that fair, JJ.

Ron Baker 15:33

Sorry, I just had to ask you about the ethic of the fighter pilot. I always thought it was to reject.

Chris Stricklin 15:41

Yo, did I were trained to do that. And no kidding until you're in that moment. It's like I say, with military people, until the first bullet flies. You don't know how you're going to react. Are you going to lean in and run toward it? Or you can duck away? You just don't know.

Ed Kless 15:54

Right? what's the what's the mic the mic? Everybody's got a plan to get punched in the face. You get punched in the face.

Ron Baker 16:04

Chris, are you the only Thunderbird in their history too hippy rejected at a live air show.

Chris Stricklin 16:11

I don't know that I think I am but I can't. I can't give you that back because it's not when I've looked up. I will know that after we get off this phone call.

Chris Stricklin 16:20

Okay. Wow.

Chris Stricklin 16:27

Absolutely compelling.

Chris Stricklin 16:29

And and

Ron Baker 16:30

yeah, I don't know if we're going to get to Joel's side but if you want to talk 10 seconds guys side, we can do that.

Chris Stricklin 16:38

I would like that if you just go Okay. How did you partner with Joe? I got it. Okay.

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Ed Kless 17:06

The book is survivor's obligation and we are here talking to one of the co authors Chris Elroy, Strickland. And Chris, I wanted to ask you about a word choice, a very specific word choice that you had in the book on on page 14, actually. And because it's something that I've done a lot of thinking about myself and I want to perhaps do some therapy with you. My therapy, not yours. And this and this, this is the quote, a calmness I had never experienced before settled throughout my entire body. Now, earlier with Ron, you were talking about how pumped up you were on adrenaline which, you know, makes a ton of sense yet at the same time, there was this calmness that you had never experienced before. Settle through your entire body. I know. We We talked on this show, it's the soul of enterprise. We talked a little bit about spirituality, not necessarily religion, but is this is this the peace, which passes all understanding? Chris?

Chris Stricklin 18:11

It does. And, and it is one of those moments that literally when you quoted that out of the book, I got chills all the way across my body because I can remember it right now, like I was in that moment. And there came the moment where for every ounce of my body, I knew that I was going to crash. There was not a doubt it was not I might it was, I'm going to crash. And at that moment, you know, your reaction defines who you are. And at that moment, instead of panicking, my body went completely calm. And it said, you had trained for this, you had been through this 1000 times in your mind, pilots care, fly. We literally sit in a chair in our office, close our eyes. And we think through everything that can happen, both good and bad, both right and wrong, and how we will react if that happens. And that was the moment Where my body told me you've trained for this now it's time to see if you can do it

Ed Kless 19:07

and did you spend time that because then after that obviously this this incident occurs you have all of the the medical procedures that happened on you find out your two and a half inches shorter the not talking about it with your wife for for so long have Have you ever reconcile the fact that at the same moment when you had this absolute calmness was also the moment that everything flew? all of the pieces literally flew flew apart at the same time.

Chris Stricklin 19:35

So if I could for everybody listening the entire flight from lyst off to explosion, which 25 or 25 seconds long. Think about what you're doing 25 seconds. And for me if I sat here and told you everything I thought about everything I went through, I saw plenty of psychiatry psychologist investigators after the fact. It was three hours long in my mind. The temple was In the temporal distortion slowed time down till it almost stopped. I literally round where I was compared it against the times I had blown it before it was like, it was like Monday talking about a football game. I was watching replays of other times I had blown it to try to figure out what was wrong with this one so that I can correct what was wrong so that I couldn't make it out. It was unless you've been through something like that I can't even explain how fast the human brain can actually work when it needs to. So from that point to the rest of it, that was the calmness that allowed me to make sound decisions, all how go into the aircraft and flashing back to my family thinking about what is going on. You know, they always say, Oh, they didn't see it coming or, and I hate to say this because that makes some people feel okay. But I saw everything. I was oversensitive to everything going on hypersensitive to everything going on, and always thinking about everything in my life and nothing in my life and only the aircraft at hand. At that very moment, it's it's almost incredible to try to explain to you

Ed Kless 21:05

know, it is and I'm going to keep pushing on this because as I said, this is this is something that I personally struggle with because and i think it's it's a moment for us to learn from from a leadership standpoint as well. You know, we talked about, you know, things happening in business and things going going around us. And I came across this quote earlier this week, which is completely different source, but I want to share it with you and test something on you that the quote was this we can't change the past. We don't know the future. And we rarely are ever fully present

Chris Stricklin 21:39

in our in the actual presence. Do you think this sense that you had this again, this that the temporal temporal distortion that happened that made 25 seconds seemed like three hours was just an extreme case of you really being fully present in that moment, as as a as a spiritual being I do. I do think it's for President. And one of the things I'll tell you if I could flash forward a little bit to a different area. And let's talk about at the moment I came out of the aircraft and I will tell you, I never lost constant consciousness. From the moment I came out of the aircraft till I was standing on the ground, but my body, the body is an amazing thing. My body yet 16 years later, has not let me remember what the objection from leaving the aircraft until standing on the ground. So your memory in my opinion is not videos. If you think about it, it's still images of things that happen in the emotions around them. So picture me I know I'm going off the rails on the objection sequence next frame, I'm standing on the ground. And in that moment, I felt everything good in my life. Everything my life did not flashed before my eyes, but in one instance, I felt every positive every good thing, every ounce of love in my world. world. And it's something I can't explain to you. And it was only there for a second because right after I started feeling it I looked up at this guy is a beautiful day. And I was taking it all in and then I got snapped back to reality and went, wait a minute, I was just a mystic thing. Why am I standing on the ground? And so again, my training snapped me back to the ground to get back into the sequence. But, but when you're talking about those types of spirituality, that was the biggest moment I've ever had in my life because the feelings that came into my body, there's no way I can explain them to you.

Ed Kless 23:31

You know, and I know if you're aware of this and just because like I said, this is something that I picked up on in the book and obviously I'm obsessed with it. So if you'll pardon me, but you you right after that passage about what you say I saw no parachute. This again, quoting from the book, with the same calmness I'd experienced a few seconds before in the aircraft I began to look around as a spiritual person. I believe light would lead me to the other side after death, but nothing. My point being is that that That that whole thing that you, quote, can't remember, was completely and totally surrounded by this parenthetically, I guess by this calmness. And I just find that it's beautiful, that there's no other way to describe it, but beautiful.

Chris Stricklin 24:19

I appreciate that. And I love the fact that, that you pulled that out of the book because for me, that was the biggest moment. It was one of those spiritual moments and talking about presence. When I go out and talk about the book. It's not about talking about the objection. What it is, is talking about intentionality. Because I'm telling you that presence I had in that moment, the way I felt in that moment, the fact that I got it tomorrow that other people didn't make me so intentional in every move I make in every interaction, every hug with my kids, every time I say goodbye to my wife to walk out the door and go to work. It makes me always think that's going to be my last second and one of the things I ask people to do is After you read the book and see how it resonates with you, and what aspects of it resonate with you, I want you to lay down at night. And when you close your eyes, ask yourself one thing. If this was my last day on this earth, would I have done the same thing? If I knew? Would I have treated people the same way? Would I have devoted my time to the same things? And if the answer's no, live intentionally tomorrow to change those things? Because if you ask yourself every night, if this was my last day on earth, would I be happy with it? Unfortunately, one day, you're going to be right.

Ed Kless 25:36

Yeah. And I grew up Catholic. So I'm always fascinated by some of the stories of the saints and one of my my favorites is along this lines, I believe it was St. St. Anthony of Padua, who was a priest in the Order of St. Francis. They asked him he was he was out tending the garden one day and one of the one of his George's, one of the postulates came over to him and asked Anthony if if if you were told that the Messiah was returning right now what would you do? And he said I would tend the garden

Chris Stricklin 26:15

That's how you know you're doing the right things in life. Because if I could pull on one other side of the spirituality like you said, the book is not about why it crashes but why survive? When people go through trauma and and i will tell you, the way I define trauma is not ejected from an aircraft or stage four cancer. It's everything that goes through our life, whether it's a divorce, a marriage, a child, whether changing jobs, losing jobs, getting those are all traumatic aspects of our life. And you have to think of those things because if you win the lottery today, you don't go Why me? You go out and cash a check for most people. But if something negative happens, you go Why did this happen? Why did this happen? Now? Why did it happen to me and that's where you can get lost in the negative side of trauma. But for me, that's not what concerns me. concern me is, why did I survive? What am I still here on this earth to do? But more importantly, did I do it? Or did I miss it? And it forced me to live every day like today was the day I was left here for and make sure that was ready for those opportunities. But if you think of it that way, because we're all here for a reason, and like you said, spirituality is not necessarily religion. They're two totally different things to me. And they're also two totally intertwined things. But we have to think about what we're doing every day.

Ed Kless 27:33

Well, amen. And this is one of the few shows where I'm sort of resentful of our breaks but we have to take one and want to remind you that you can get a hold of Ron or me by sending an email to ask tsp at various age calm Of course, as you know, the show and website is the soul of enterprise where you will see show notes as well as previews to upcoming shows as well as the link to Chris's book. But right now, a word from our sponsor.

Chris Stricklin 28:01

Alright, you're clear. What do you think?

Ed Kless 28:09

Oh, man,

Ron Baker 28:10

this is great. Wow, that was powerful.

Ed Kless 28:14

I'm trying to withhold from weeping on the air. So yes,

Ron Baker 28:20

that Wow. That read that that first quote you said that about the past and the future was that

Ed Kless 28:30

we can't change the past. We don't know the future, yet we are rarely ever fully present. Okay.

Chris Stricklin 28:41

Okay, where we finish up today if you guys give me one, give me one second to say is there anything else that you'd like to add? I'm going to top that quote, If I don't

Ed Kless 28:54

stop it. Yes. All right. I'll buy you a drink. Anyway.

Ron Baker 29:00

Wow.

Ed Kless 29:01

Alright, so and Brian, if you want to pick up on Chris, I'll I'll can do the fourth segment and talk about Thor story. So if you Okay, okay.

Ron Baker 29:10

Yep. And you can mention that the book goes to charity and all that.

Ed Kless 29:16

Yeah. Because believe it or Believe it or not, Chris, you're your co author uses the word calm one time, and I want to make a connection. So that'll be

Chris Stricklin 29:27

we're very different. And I will tell you one other thing. Yeah, we're a year we couldn't write a book because we went our stories are two different and I don't remember if it makes version but literally, literally, go ahead.

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Ron Baker 30:01

Welcome back, everybody. We're here with Chris Strickland, co author of survivors obligation. And while Chris listening to you and Ed talk about that, how you were full of adrenaline, and yet so calm, and it also just reminded me that you were present enough to realize that there were thousands of people in the crowd that you had to move away from before you did anything. And yet all these other things were going on in your head as well. Your wife your family, your training was kicking in it that's not spiritual. I don't know what is.

Chris Stricklin 30:37

It is there was one of the most spiritual moments I've ever had in my life. And, and it's just like I said, writing the book was traumatic for me, because I had to put words to what I had felt all those years back and hadn't dealt with.

Ron Baker 30:53

Yeah, and you even had the presence of mind when you were in the ambulance to ask first today. Anyone get hurt? He responded, well, sir, just you?

Chris Stricklin 31:06

Yeah, that's, that's one of those moments in the books you can laugh about. But needless to say, when I was in the ambulance there, there put me in the back board and have this airman working on me, but there's a military ambulance. And and I asked him that question. It goes, I got a couple of questions for you. Did anybody get hurt? And and if you could have seen this surprise on his face, because he he kind of looked at me to see if I was serious. And he went, No, sir. Just you and he kind of looked at me on the blackboard in an ambulance. And he goes, he didn't say it, but his face said, You do know you're in an email. Right? Right.

Ron Baker 31:39

And your second question even shows the presence of mind because you asked if you could have completed the maneuver without hitting the ground.

Chris Stricklin 31:47

Because that's what's in your mind. Did I make the right decision? It I heard anybody and did I make the right decision? And the answer I needed an outside perspective on it. And in that moment, He instinctively reacted and said, There is no way you were completing that maneuver. And that's what I needed to go. Okay. I did the best I could. I mean, that's really what we're saying. But that that was what was on my mind. And as you know, most fighter pilots just speak what's on their mind.

Ron Baker 32:17

Chris, can you contrast survivor's guilt with survivors obligation for us? And I think people have an idea of what survivor's guilt is, but I'm not. I'm not sure that

Chris Stricklin 32:29

I can. And so survivor's guilt is something that's experienced, very commonly whenever a unit deploys to combat and 99 of us go home but one of us doesn't. there's times where you look around and go, why did I make it home and he or she did, what they may have been standing right beside you when it happened. And the same thing happens with our first responders. When someone has an incident happening, they don't get to go home to their loved one done. And like me focusing on the sunrise when I when I talked to be In person, there's one picture I show. And it's a sunrise picture. And most people think it's a sunset because they look very similar. And it's a sunrise on the day after my objection over my objection side, and I said, because I hadn't dealt with it, I knew I felt deep down. I wasn't going to deal with it for a while. But I had the presence of mind to stumble out of my room because I really couldn't stand up straight, and take that picture and put it away. And I didn't look at that picture for 13 years. I literally did not open the file. But now it's my favorite picture because it's the tomorrow I almost didn't get it tomorrow. I almost lost with my family with my friends, everything. And that's what's powerful about this is they could be your last any of us, any of us anything we do. It's not just high danger jobs, you got to make the most of it.

Ron Baker 33:47

Now, when you wrote about that single picture of the impact site, I thought, that must be some such a meaningful possession

Chris Stricklin 33:57

as it is I can't even it's another one of those. I can't tell you what I feel when I see that picture.

Ron Baker 34:07

Any reason why you didn't put it in the book?

Chris Stricklin 34:11

Because at the time I wrote the book, first of all, I told you up front that writing the book was therapeutic for me and my co author, and, and literally my wife and I had one of those moments last week where we went, Oh my gosh, I can't believe we did this. And it's still overwhelming for us because people like to ask me, how did you deal with that past hands? Well, people who have been through trauma, don't deal with it past tense. They are dealing with it present tense and the two of us, Marcia and Joel are dealing with his we still talk about that last weekend, we talked about how hard this book was on our wives. Because we are now talking about our trauma all the time, to different people like yourselves, and there are times that we all just break down in tears. I mean, literally, I'm literally break down in tears. That happens to us. routinely now, but now I see it as a healing process, not when I'm embarrassed up. Well, my wife was joking with somebody last night, something came up about some volunteer work we're doing. And she goes, she was talking to my kids. And she goes, your dad can't do that. And they're like, Why? Why can't dad do it? And she goes, he has become too emotional over the last few years, and there's no way he can go, his emotions can't handle that aspect of what we were going to volunteer anybody with a hospital. And she goes, he can't do it. He's too emotional. He's the emotional fighter pilot now.

Ron Baker 35:34

You know, after I finished your book, and I wrote you that note about just how impactful it was, and my dad read your book, as well. And we talked about it a couple days ago, and I said to my dad, I said, I almost feel like I'm invading Chris's privacy by asking some of these questions that I'm dying to ask them. But you write in the book that people rarely asked why good things happen. When painful events happen, acceptance is an important step.

Chris Stricklin 36:06

It is it is. And, you know, for me, you guys have been with me for quite a few years now in different avenues in person on the radio. I think we've all gotten to know each other. And I think, correct me if I'm wrong, but the side of me that you saw through this book, and our recent interactions are completely different than the persona you had before the book published, is that correct?

Ron Baker 36:29

That is absolutely correct.

Chris Stricklin 36:32

And when you say you're invading my privacy by asking the questions, I would say don't worry about it. You've already invited my privacy by reading the book, because that was an all access pass into my house. And I don't mean that in a negative way. I gave you permission for that. But, but that's what I feel like the book is for me and Joel both is showing the backside of how this affected us how it affected our families, how it affected our children, how it affects our future, and our today

Ron Baker 37:01

Do you think being putting yourself out like you did with the book and being vulnerable? How has that affected people's perceptions of you? I mean, like you said, You're a fighter pilot, everything's perfect. I mean, you guys are flawless. You do things, you know, a couple inches apart. And here, there was this traumatic event. Do you think showing that vulnerability is changed people's perceptions?

Chris Stricklin 37:30

It is, and you brought a smile to my face with that. I will tell you I was terrified to show vulnerability, because in my mind, I thought it was showing weakness. I truly did. And but I felt the calling to do it right. We have these callings in our lives and Joel and I felt the calling to share because we thought we could take our worst day and help other people through theirs help help make good out of the bat. And I'll summarize it like you said, You sent me a note those moments. I'll summarize it this way yesterday, I had a speaking engagement And I talked about the book. And they and we went down a path. I can talk about it so deep, but there's still things I can't. And I almost went over that line and almost got emotional during the presentation, which, as a professional speaker is not something we like to do. And, and there's that moment of how did they react to it. And I will tell you, when I walked off the stage, they didn't only clap, they got up and hug my neck. Literally, this was a professional organization and they walked up and one by one, put their arms around me and hugged me.

Chris Stricklin 38:30

I can't tell you what that means.

Ron Baker 38:33

It means you're human. We're just humans.

Chris Stricklin 38:36

We are all just humans.

Chris Stricklin 38:40

But book let us be humans together. Instead of hiding it or putting in the closet. I always say that I locked everything in a closet. I knew it was there. But fighter pilots are trained to compartmentalize their emotions so that we can contain not just fighter pilots, but military and first responders in general, because our emotions can't get in the way of doing our job. The problem is we Leave it in the closet for too long. And like you read in the book, at one point, something opened my closet a little bit and those emotions started blowing out. And when they did, I couldn't stop. I couldn't they were coming out whether I wanted to or not. And the fact that it took me 15 years for that to happen, My only regret is I didn't open up with my wife or others to help them learn from it. Right.

Ron Baker 39:25

You know, Chris, another thought that came to me when I was reading your book is spend a lot of time talking about living intentionally. And you know how this this dramatic impact affected that. The only other person that I've read that had a similar story to yours not exactly but but parent very parallel was Ronald Reagan. He when he was assassinated, the attempted assassination I was like he said, The Lord kept me here for a reason.

Chris Stricklin 39:56

And I better be ready for it. Right?

Ron Baker 39:58

Yep. And No, go ahead. No, don't go ahead, please.

Chris Stricklin 40:04

So So I got sidetracked on the survivor's remorse. So we started talking about that when you come home, a lot of people feel remorse from that. And as Joel and I started talking about it, we really looked at each other and said, we can't do that because and I don't mean to sound cold, but I'm not remorseful that I've survived. What I feel is an obligation to make it mean something to like, you've heard me say to be ready for whatever it was, I was kept here for and that is for survivors obligation was born that is post traumatic growth. Not ETFs D like we've painted it to be.

Ron Baker 40:38

Right. I just love that title. I love that title when you told us about it. I just knew it was going to be a great book when I think it was the second time you were on the show. And you gave us the title. I thought wow, that's a powerful title. is such a contrast to survivors, you know, guilt

Chris Stricklin 40:58

right? how we live our life we choose to live our life. Right? We choose how we react. We choose how we spend our time. Don't don't live in remorse.

Ron Baker 41:12

Right? And even before you told your wife, you wrote in the book that you had a conversation with a couple friends from San Antonio, if I remember right. In you kind of went through the story with them that must have been traumatic or cathartic.

Chris Stricklin 41:29

So that was unintentional and accidental. So that was the friend I told you about that wanted to put me on contract to talk to the organization and I flew down there to talk to him and his wife. I went to both of both of them, went to college with me at the Air Force Academy. He was in my wedding. So he knew me and Terry very well. And we were sitting at Chris Madrid's in San Antonio, incredible hamburger restaurant, we just went out to eat to talk about it. And while we were sitting there, that was right at the time, I was starting to deal with it back at home with my doctor and with all of the everything going on. And all of a sudden, I go, you guys, you want to hear my version of the story. And it was just meant to be a, you know, a way top version of it. And all of a sudden I dove in at a level I never dove in. And I'm looking at them. We all have tears in our eyes. And I went, Oh, my gosh, how did we end up here in a public place? We're in a restaurant. And that's where I realized the true amount that I had been hiding and putting the feelings aside.

Ron Baker 42:27

Wow. Well, again, Chris, I do resent these breaks. But unfortunately, we're up against another one. But I can't thank you enough ads going to take you home. But thank you so much for coming back on the show, and sharing some of your insights from this wonderful book. I really appreciate it. And folks, we'd like to remind you if you want to contact that or myself, send us an email to ask tsp at Vera Sage calm. And now we want to hear from our sponsor sage.

Chris Stricklin 42:59

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Chris Stricklin 43:03

Thanks, Chris. Great stuff.

Chris Stricklin 43:06

I appreciate you guys doing this. I'm gonna tell you like I told my wife when I got home last night. Hopefully it's a great show for you guys and your listeners. I'm a professional speaker. You don't know how much it takes out of me to do what we're doing right now.

Ron Baker 43:19

I can imagine. Yeah, I can I get again part of me feels like we're being invasive. I have I have guilt.

Chris Stricklin 43:33

But the book give you permission to do that. People are always afraid to ask me questions. Now. It's like, you know, what's off limits? There's nothing off limits. Just go. Let's go. Let's see, we know

Ed Kless 43:44

for sure. Chris. I can remember the first time we interviewed you and I think Ron and I had a AR before action review. And I think we talked to

Ron Baker 43:54

ask him about the crash.

Chris Stricklin 44:00

And at the time you guys sent me home, you would not have gotten an answer. I don't know how it would have been answered. You know,

Ron Baker 44:07

a little bit about it. But

Ed Kless 44:09

we may you may I think we made the joke because what you had told me that you were shorter. And I think that I think we we kind of like, had a laugh about it to a certain extent.

Chris Stricklin 44:18

We didn't talk about it. We talked around it.

Ed Kless 44:20

Right. Exactly. Yeah, right. Right.

Chris Stricklin 44:23

Right. That's my way of dealing with it for all those Yeah. Yeah.

Ron Baker 44:27

Well, like you said, acceptance is a big challenge in this right. Here. Yes.

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Ed Kless 45:01

And I have never been so grateful for the fact that Ron and I trade segments off before on the show so that I can well and I guess he can recover after talking to Chris about his this this story that he's so wonderfully shared with with us. Chris, I know that there's something that you wanted to make an announcement about was regarding the book. So let's, let's quick talk about that.

Chris Stricklin 45:23

Yeah, so Joel, and I, my co author, and I have always said, This book is not about us. Our stories only get you to pick it up. But it's really about the lessons we learned and, and we have always said we didn't want to be professional authors or sell books. We just wanted to create a community of survivors. All this morning, I talked to Joel and we've decided the best way to take us out of the equation is to donate all profits from the books to charities, so that everybody knows that genuinely, he and I want to share our stories and hear other people's stories. This is not about selling books or making a profit and so now We won't make a penny off the book, everything goes straight to charity, different charities because we're on different sides of the story here we have the areas we want to focus on. But thanks for letting me share that. He just announced that on social media while we were on this call.

Ed Kless 46:12

Oh, outstanding, outstanding. We're glad to be part of breaking that. And I think that's, that's terrific. So let's talk a little bit about Joel as we've alluded to it but to come straight out. It's really the two stories, your story and Joel's story. And Joseph is quite quite different, isn't it?

Chris Stricklin 46:30

It is quite different. So we share a background he's an epic thing, fighter pilot just like myself. And fighter pilots don't like to go to the doctor because we're afraid we might not get fly again. And one day he went to the doctor, he had a plane he goes, Hey, Doc, I got this going on. Just check it out and give me back to fly. And and it turns out, he didn't have just a pain. He had stage four cancer, a rare con that gave him a 15% chance of living five years. Think about that. He was on top of the world. He was on top of his episode eight Got a 15% chance of living five years. Just after that happened. His two year old, had a tumor on his lung. So while his wife is running between rooms in a hospital, she has both her husband and the son in the hospital. Now, mind you, that was nine years ago, nine years ago. So when I retired from the Air Force, I was working with Joelle and some consulting work. And we started talking about our trauma. And that is where the idea was born for the book. And for a year, we say our stories are two different there's no way we can relate them. And then one day, we said our differences are our similarities. The fact that we went through different kinds of trauma, but we ended up with the same post traumatic growth is what the book is about.

Ed Kless 47:46

But there's also some great contrasts to in that yours is 25.5 seconds. Everything happens to in your incident, of course, his story with him being diagnosed with cancer and then if I if I have The this right? He, he was uh, he was aware of that, but then goes to the appointment with his son hadn't yet told his wife, right? Because, again, the one time that he uses the word calm is in that section when he's making that transition, he said, I tried to keep calm in front of Marcia, right. And it was like the this this duel thing. His was it seems like it was 25 days or whatever that was. So there's this absolute elongated sense of his incident as opposed to yours, which is really this this tightness. But what is so cool about it, as you said is, is is in the end? You can't you had you came to the same place.

Chris Stricklin 48:41

That's right, we came to the same place. And you know what, it helped me because since his trauma was so stretched out between diagnosis and all the treatment to get him past it. He had dealt with things much differently than I had. So I will tell you, there were times we met every Sunday afternoon, talk about the book wherever we were in the world and There were times we were we were hugging each other virtually there were times we were yelling at each other, because we were going through different levels of our trauma. While we were writing the book, it took two and a half years for that reason. And I intentionally we wrote a short book because we want it to be a quick read so that nobody can say I don't read books that's too long. Because we think there's so many lessons you can get out of there. And that is his cancer, his long drawn out cancer, my very quick trauma between those two, hopefully everybody can relate to some aspect of it in their lives. Like one of my cats Raiders said it best before we published, he came in and said, there's a moment where you interior in the kitchen, you're talking about the conversation you haven't had. And he goes, that wasn't you and Terry, it was me and my wife. And I was asking myself, how many things are we not talking about that we should?

Ed Kless 49:52

Yeah, no, it's terrific, terrific. Insight there and regarding that, I wanted to to To ask you, you know about your career wise, it's then they both come off as clear heroes in this this story as well. There's a lot of marriages that that don't make it through this right that don't make it through the these types of stressful incidents.

Chris Stricklin 50:17

Yeah, they and I appreciate you bringing it up and they don't come off as heroes. They are the true heroes. They are because they're the ones that held it all together. Right? When I'm in the hospital, and Joel's in the hospital, just like all military spouses everywhere, when I disappear for a year to deploy that gana, Stan, I've got four kids at home and a wife who has to act like a single mom. That is every military person around the world not just looking at trauma. And when you go through trauma, you can choose to either let it bring you closer together or force you apart. That that is a deliberate choice you and your spouse have to make and whether you're talking about it or not. We knew we had been through it together and it brought us closer together.

Ed Kless 51:01

Yeah. At the same time, one of the things I just wanted to point out is that there there are plenty of people who who have experienced trauma and and don't make it. And they have and I'm going to say I am one of them went through a traumatic divorce situation a long, long time ago. It we have a survivor's obligation once you get on the other side of those incidents as well.

Chris Stricklin 51:27

That's right. You look at every aspect of your life and you can apply these principles to almost every move you make. You can imply that intentionality with everything you do.

Ed Kless 51:38

Yeah, so true. Well, anything else you want to mention here, Chris, before we wrap up?

Chris Stricklin 51:45

You know, if anybody takes anything away from the book, here's what I would ask you to take away today. Today, your presentation is the culmination of yesterday's actions, reactions and in Your decisions and in decisions, your peak and your valleys that chart the journey that is your life to today. Think about that. Don't be a passenger. Write your book and live intentionally to become the person you want to be tomorrow. Not the person you have allowed your experiences to make you today.

Ed Kless 52:23

Yes think TS Eliot said it in a minute. There is time for 1000 decisions and revisions that a minute will reverse.

Chris Stricklin 52:32

Powerful

Ed Kless 52:34

Yeah. And you're in your case 25.25 seconds. So just just just just amazing, amazing stuff. what what what's what's next for you? Obviously a speaking turck as a speaking tour for this book, but what what what else are you doing?

Chris Stricklin 52:52

You know, I'll tell you that Joel and I both have professional careers outside of the Air Force. Now that we're out of the Air Force, and we have no engine Tension have given up. We love what we do. We truly do the people we do it with. And it's a reason in the beginning we said we were writing this book to help others and to create a community. But neither of us are leaving our primary jobs to go out on a speaking tour. We're working it in where we can, but I will tell you as a professional speaker, it's amazing how many engagements I've taken in the past month because of the organization's I was partnering with not because of the paycheck that's coming in. It's the freedom of giving back the power of giving back. And I challenge all of you to find the area where you can devote time and resources because it's fulfilling it's more fulfilling than a paycheck ever will be.

Ed Kless 53:43

Yep, so very true. Well, I want to run had a chance to thank you I want I want to thank you for being on the show again. And we just love having you on as a guest whether it's talking about after action reviews and before action reviews and making decisions or This extraordinary personal story that you have chosen to share with us that we, we are all blessed to have, have you share with us and be in our lives. So so thank you for that.

Chris Stricklin 54:12

Thank you, gentlemen. And it was a pleasure as always, and every interaction always walk away better than I was before, if nothing else, because we're spending the time talking about improving some aspect of our life.

Ron Baker 54:26

Thank you so much, Chris. Ryan, what do we got coming up next week, next week. And we have Andy Armand Nino, who retired as of January 1, the former CEO of the firm I worked for so I'm really looking forward to that.

Ed Kless 54:43

Outstanding Well, I'll see you in hundred and 67 hours then.

Ron Baker 54:57

This has been the soul of enterprise business and the knowledge Economy sponsored by Sage energizing Business Builders around the world for the imagination of our people and the power of technology. Join us next week folks and Friday at 1pm Pacific we will have and Dr menino on. In the meantime, visit us at the soul of enterprise. com will post show notes and links to where you can learn more about Chris and the amazing book survivors obligation and his story and even watch a video he's got up there so you can also contact better myself at ask tsp advanced age calm. Thanks for listening, folks. Have a great weekend.

Chris Stricklin 55:36

Bye, guys.

Ed Kless 55:38

Alright, thanks.

Ron Baker 55:39

Thanks, john.

Chris Stricklin 55:40

Appreciate it. As always.

Episode #73: Business Lessons from A Christmas Carol

On this episode, Ron and Ed explore the business lessons from one of the most recognized and beloved stories shared during the holidays, Charles Dickens’ novella, A Christmas Carol. While many of you know the story and seen one or more of the adaptations, many fewer of you have read the original work which, like most of Dickens, an absolute joy to read and has much to say about business practices.

“It is so good,” says Ron, “that you want to read it more slowly to savor it, like a fine wine.”

Ed is also a long time fan as is his daughter as you can see from this video clip.

Episode #64 - Famous Last Words

Clarence Darrow once said, "I have never killed anybody, but I have read many obituaries with delight!"

With that schadenfreude in mind, join us for a look at some of the funniest, poignant, and insightful last words spoken by famous, and infamous, people throughout history.

Last words allow us to catch a glimpse of the entire life that preceded it.

Hard to authenticate last words: witnesses distraught, or they are revised for posterity. For example:

“Tell them to go out and win one for the Gipper.”

This was never said on the death bed of “George Gip.” In fact, he was never known to his teammates as “the Gipper.”

Last Words—Famous People

“I’ve never felt better.” Douglas Fairbanks

“I wish I had drunk more champagne.” John Maynard Keynes

“Am I dying or is this my birthday?” Lady Astor (Churchill’s sparring partner).

“Don’t cut the ham too thin.” Fred Harvey, restaurateur, Harvey Houses across the west.

“That was a great game of golf, fellers.” Bing Crosby, just finished a round, fatal heart attack, 20 yards from the clubhouse

Berg, Morris (“Moe”) (1902-1972) American athlete, spy. Professional baseball player. Catcher for Boston Red Sox. Spied for U.S. during World War II. Died at age 70 of injuries sustained in a fall at his home. Last Words: “How did the Mets do today?” Spoken to his nurse.

“Goodbye, I’ll see you in heaven.” John D. Rockefeller, Sr. to Henry Ford, who replied, “You will if you get in.”

“I love your company, gentlemen, but I believe I must leave you to go to another world.” Adam Smith’s last words to his friends (on his gravesite in Edinburgh)

Hope, Leslie Townes (“Bob”) (1903-2003) British-born American comedian. Stage, screen, radio and television actor. Grew up in Cleveland, Ohio. Starred in popular radio and television programs. Won many awards including Emmy, Golden Globe, People’s Choice. Entertained American troops in World War II and subsequent conflicts. Died at age 100 at Toluca Lake, California.

Last Words: “Surprise me.” His response to his wife who asked where he wanted to be buried.

Last Words—Infamous People

“Well, folks, you’ll soon see a baked Appel.” George Appel, put to death, electric chair in 1928 for killing a NY policeman

Anastasia, Albert (1902-1957) American gangster. Executioner for Murder, Inc. Killed at age 55 in a gangland-style execution while sitting in a chair at the Park Sheraton Hotel barbershop in New York City.

Last Words: “A quick haircut.”

Burris, Gary (1956-1997) American murderer. Shot and killed a cab driver in Indianapolis in 1980. Executed at age 40 by lethal injection in Indiana.

Last Words: “Beam me up!”

Chubbuck, Christine (1944-1974) American television news reporter. Committed suicide by shooting herself in the head during a live telecast. Died 14 hours later at age 29 in a Sarasota, Florida, hospital.

Last Words: “In keeping with Channel 40’s policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts, and in living color, we bring you another first, an attempted suicide.” Statement she read to viewers just before shooting herself.

Glass, Jimmy L. (1962?-1987) American murderer. Convicted of killing a couple in their home on Christmas Day. His case is notable in that he petitioned the U.S. Supreme Court claiming execution by electrocution is cruel and unusual punishment and a violation of the Eighth and Fourteenth Amendments to the U.S. Constitution. The Court ruled 5 to 4 that electrocution was an acceptable form of execution. Glass was executed by electric chair in Louisiana at age 25.

Last Words: “I’d rather be fishing.” Spoken while he was sitting in the electric chair waiting to die.

Grasso, Thomas J. (1962?-1995) American murderer. Convicted of double murder. Executed at age 32 by lethal injection in Oklahoma.

Last Words: “I did not get my Spaghetti-O’s; I got spaghetti. I want the press to know this.”

Harris, Robert Alton (1953-1992) American murderer. Convicted of the murder of two teenage boys. When he died in San Quentin’s gas chamber in 1992, he was the first person to be executed in California since 1967.

Last Words: “You can be a king or a street sweeper, but everyone dances with the grim reaper.” Recorded by Warden Daniel Vasquez.

French, James D. (1936?-1966) American Murderer. Claimed his constitutional rights were violated because he was forced to wear prison clothes and was surrounded by prison guards during his trial. Murdered his cellmate. Executed by electrocution in Oklahoma.

Last Words: “How about this for a headline? French fries.”

Last Words from the Titanic

“We have been together for 40 years, and we will not separate now.” Ida Straus, refusing lifeboat on Titanic to stay with husband Isidor, NY Dept store magnate.

Astor, John Jacob, IV (1864-1912) American businessman. Great-grandson of John Jacob Astor I. Served in the Spanish-American War. Victim ofTitanic disaster. His pregnant wife Madeline survived. Eyewitness reported that Astor grabbed onto the sides of a raft. When his feet and hands froze he let go and drowned at age 47. Different

Last Words: “The ladies have to go first—Get into the lifeboat to please me—Good-bye, dearie. I’ll see you later.” Spoken to his wife Madeline.

Harris, Henry B. (1866-1912) American theatrical producer, theater owner and operator. Victim of Titanic disaster. Produced more than 60 shows on Broadway. On the Titanic, Harris went to the side of his wife before the lifeboat was lowered away. Upon hearing “Women first” shouted to him by one of the ship’s officers, Harris made his last known statement.

Last Words: “All right. Good-bye, my dear.” He hugged and kissed his wife goodbye then climbed back to the deck of the Titanic where he drowned.